Randomness

Can I?

Can I free myself from this hectic for a while? 

Can I run from these "sucks" for a moment?

Can I show you that I'm free? 

Can I show that I'm fine?

Though I'm not.

Can I tell you that I damn hate those things--sarcastic words

Can you understand myself a bit? 

Can you reside me in your heart a moment?

B'cause I'm not rigid--my heart

As this heart of mine yell when you scream 

Can I tell you that my life is mine?

And can you tolerate it with a genuine heart?

And can you give myself a hide-out? 

B'cause I'm in pain--my heart,

As this heart of mine yearns for a freed

Can I tell Him about this?

Yeah, sure I can

Can I surrender this soul eternally to Him by now?

Can He receive it warmly by now--in this condition?

B'cause only Him knows me, not you

He never "see" me like you.

Please, excuse me from this hatred because I'm the drawer of myself--not you